Thursday, June 28, 2007'♥
i'm bck in post!cos I AM IN SCH AGAIN!nn its onli D&t DEN i was allow in herehahahahahas.SHHHHH..cher dono orhh.blehhhs. =PPPokok..so was veri veri tired tis daysi had fever since sch reopenn was veri stress with my sch worksSS MOCK TEST LATERR!! haiisBUT! later gt Choir tea party!!happy lurhhwonder senior coming bck notya.hope they cum bck later on..thou dere's sum..1 i don wan to see .. wellpast is d past..I DON CARE ANYMORE.nn i'll try.. =)slept at over 1am tis dayscos of sch work was tired.was breaking downbut whenever i tink of Prelium,N LVLwhenever i tot of tis yr parent meetingi noe i was lucky enuf.was blessedi tot Ms Oh n pmy parent would scold mibut they dident.they tok to mi calmly.i was surprisedi shuld be happy they did ntbut i did nt.i was disappointed n upset actuallyi dident do well..i realie did ntbut why dident they scold mi?reach hm .. my parent suddenli treated mi so gdbetter than usual.smiling to migiving in to mi.ask mi wan tis wan dat notMs Oh..she nv repremanded mi like others do dat seriousshe just tell mi if i work hardershe noe i can do it n go up dhawan mi work harder on Humanities n Mathi am so blessed by everyone around miyet i don treasure them sumtimesi don treasure d life i had.am i am jerk?failure?i am totally disappointed with myselfi hated myself for times in lifeasking God..y do u bring mi here?y kept giving mi chances when i failed to do d task u given mi
i am so nt worth to continue living in tis worldi owais tell God..n myselfin tis world dere r so mani ppl wanting to livenn i am one of d fortunate oneshowever i don treasure life like tis ppl who wan to livei envy their braveness n love for lifey cant i?am i worth to u God?am ii?
